-- <Life's not that simple> --

about me

Name: --William--
Age: --16--
From: --Indonesia--
Job: --Student--

Mini-Bio
food --Sotong, chicken and many moreXD--
drink --Soda--
colour --Blue.. Black..--
game --FF series--
anime --.Hack!!--
manga --Lol.. er...--
book --Harry Potter??.. nice books--
author --None--

Sunday, July 25, 2004

Another chapter of my life
Think haven blog for some days.. haha.. not in the mood to.. no time.. and duno what to put really.. have geog tests tml.. though it's been narrowed down to 2 parts of geog.. still quite a lot.. haha.. today's been a stupid day.. almost everybody is in a bad mood.. including me.. been having a lot of thoughts on my mind lately someone even said i had panda eyes le=X haha cant help it.. getting a lot of nightmares lately.. tt's what happens to a person when he is in jitters.. havent been myself lately.. getting real grouchy and all.. oversensitive mayb.. what has happened to me.. is this really the real me?.. or which one is beta.. the now me or the past me.. i duno.. someone tell me.. i am so confused.. at the path of no return and yet no advance either.. i guess i'll wait it out.. hold on till the day my body fails me.. till the day my legs give way.. and let me rot forever in tt sanctuary of death.. for tt.. i need signs.. encouragement haha.. hope or sth to show tt there is light further in front.. lolz too dramatic dont care.. gotta study geog le.. ciao guys have a nice day all of u..

[Missing harmony in life] 17:34

Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow u just don't belong
And no one understands u
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in you room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life