-- <Life's not that simple> --

about me

Name: --William--
Age: --16--
From: --Indonesia--
Job: --Student--

Mini-Bio
food --Sotong, chicken and many moreXD--
drink --Soda--
colour --Blue.. Black..--
game --FF series--
anime --.Hack!!--
manga --Lol.. er...--
book --Harry Potter??.. nice books--
author --None--

Saturday, July 31, 2004

Ever get the kind of feeling which you cannot describe?.. I guess everyone has experienced it b4.. just some feelings flowing into ur heart.. and u cant really describe the feeling.. mayb it's a concoction.. mixed feelings.. new feeling.. or sth u really dont noe.. what actually caused such a reaction?.. something.. what someone says.. what someone does.. or finding out abt the light of truth.. Life.. what many pp describe as full of injustice.. True.. but is it always so.. there are happy memories in life.. and when u look back upon those u smile and say.. my life is worth it with the presence of these memories.. someone said sth today.. y u talk so lil today?.. surprising.. i always talk a lot usually.. but guess i am just not in the mood to talk today.. not really in a very gd mood oso.. got one of such mixed feelings.. now i really understand.. truly understand.. what has been happening all along.. so it's liddis.. the truth does hurt.. but it's better than being in the dark all along.. shan't crap too much le.. gtg le byez..

[Missing harmony in life] 13:25

Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow u just don't belong
And no one understands u
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in you room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life