-- <Life's not that simple> --

about me

Name: --William--
Age: --16--
From: --Indonesia--
Job: --Student--

Mini-Bio
food --Sotong, chicken and many moreXD--
drink --Soda--
colour --Blue.. Black..--
game --FF series--
anime --.Hack!!--
manga --Lol.. er...--
book --Harry Potter??.. nice books--
author --None--

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

The grand finale
today's a wednesday.. days went on like normal in school.. just tt i was supposed to have some english course.. but in the end it was cancelled coz most of the pp were not there.. and so yes.. the grand finale.. i guess it really dragged v long.. and there was no point in continuing anymore.. i cant really put down my feelings in words.. if any1 wanna noe.. just go listen to wlife's why do i love u song.. lolz.. so funny.. it's as if the whole song was made to suit my feelings today.. and with this.. the burden on me has finally released.. wouldnt go 4 another 1 anytime soon.. guess the scars would be gashing for quite long.. periods of uncertainty.. bleak hope.. it's all over now.. everything ends here.. these feelings would not cease for the time being.. but mayb shi jian ke yi chong dan yi qie.. how long i dont noe.. on behalf of boy, wishing girl tt she would be able to find some1 beta than boy, someone who can care and love her beta than boy.. and hope tt she would not repeat the same thing to another person coz it hurts.. boy would still be her fren and would always be there for girl.. no matter when and where.. mayb it was fated to remain this way.. as much as boy hates it and as much as he wants to be together with girl.. it is all impossible now.. in the end girl still doesnt noe her feelings but boy really needs to concentrate on his studies and doesnt wish to drag it no more.. mayb after everything's over.. boy would still feel as strongly for girl.. but till the time come when he can become drunk in the world of romance again, let his memories be carved on his heart 4eva and eva.. ke gu ming xin.. as long as girl is happy, i guess he'd be happy too.. and yes the phrase always quoted by his mei.. 'wo hui xue zhi fang qi ni, shi yin wei wo tai ai ni..' all the best.. life goes on.. no matter what.. boy had done his best.. and really doesnt want to have any regrets.. boy hopes tt 1 day.. when girl is all old and wrinkled, she can look back upon her fun memories she had with boy.. and at least appreciate a little what he had done for her.. gotta sleep le.. crap so much le.. byez

[Missing harmony in life] 23:13

Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow u just don't belong
And no one understands u
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in you room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life