-- <Life's not that simple> --

about me

Name: --William--
Age: --16--
From: --Indonesia--
Job: --Student--

Mini-Bio
food --Sotong, chicken and many moreXD--
drink --Soda--
colour --Blue.. Black..--
game --FF series--
anime --.Hack!!--
manga --Lol.. er...--
book --Harry Potter??.. nice books--
author --None--

Monday, July 26, 2004

had geog test today.. luckily it was pretty easy though i didnt revise much.. yeah so counted myself pretty lucky.. early in the morning had rugby.. ran from half court till my right leg now feels so weak as if they would give way anytime.. after school went for the western dining course.. pretty much quite nice fd.. me lowly,ym and yy were called out for some demo thingy.. so stupid today ym kept on touching my hair and flattening it.. and then she said i really looked like a waiter when i pulled the chair for my so-called partner.. geez.. some western etiquette.. Of course, nighttime is always a period of headache for me.. Some shocking things here and there.. v disappointed.. i am.. and then ym strongly put forward her point to me again.. this time i am somewat almost fully convinced.. the rock in my head has been broken..i duno whether i can do it.. but i'll try.. however for now.. i am having a very terrible real-life headache and really dont wish to think of anything anymore.. mayb i will wait a few more days.. for the final verdict to come.. and then decide on my next steps.. if it really reveals tt i would hav to follow what ym says.. then i'd have nobody to blame but myself for being so stupidly stubborn.. 5 months of time.. wasted on this thing.. mayb not wasted.. but i duno how to put it in a beta way.. i am glad tt so many pp are by my side and supporting me.. thx guys u all mean a lot to me.. and then.. i am gonna sleep le.. ciao.. dadah..

[Missing harmony in life] 23:38

Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow u just don't belong
And no one understands u
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in you room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life