-- <Life's not that simple> --

about me

Name: --William--
Age: --16--
From: --Indonesia--
Job: --Student--

Mini-Bio
food --Sotong, chicken and many moreXD--
drink --Soda--
colour --Blue.. Black..--
game --FF series--
anime --.Hack!!--
manga --Lol.. er...--
book --Harry Potter??.. nice books--
author --None--

Thursday, July 22, 2004

Read if u want to..
One fine day, two individuals, one boy and one girl got to noe each other thru the virtual world.. They chatted and chatted and went on to try to noe each other in the real world.. Slowly, over time, the boy fell in love with the girl.. In the beginning, he hesitated for he thought that it might be infatuation as they didint really know the girl in the real world.. However, the course of time proved his heart tt it was not just a moment of infatuation.. Some more time passed and he finally expressed his feelings to tt girl.. The girl didnt really give any response and he waited, tried to noe her beta by asking her to meet, to let them have a chance to get along. Unfortunately, the girl kept on declining and things just remained a constant at tt lvl for months.. Things began to turn up some time b4 the boy's special day-his bday.. He thought tt his graph of life had reached a minimum point and was going up.. he was more than elated when she gave him a bday present.. The girl also agreed to meet and talk.. 1 meeting, she almost didnt talk at all, the boy thought tt she might be shy since it was the first time and so arranged a 2nd one.. This time, it was worse, all the time she turned her back on him and didnt speak a word besides 'hi' and 'bye'.. The boy was depressed.. He felt tt he might as well had gone home instead of walking back from the bus stop.. What hurt him more was the fact tt the girl actually promised to try to talk.. but she didnt.. and as days passed, the boy felt tt his heart was dying.. he didnt noe what to do.. didnt noe how the girl felt.. and he cant hold on long now.. the boy side of the story might have been biased and he would like the girl to tell her side of the story now.. to get out from the surround of the four tall walls where he cant progress or retreat.. he wants to noe y is she treating him like this.. wordless he is now.. as he watches all his effort flowing down the drain.. one sentence he'd like to say.. relationships must always be serious.. if it's not.. there's no meaning in it just for play.. and tt's an insult to any relationship..

[Missing harmony in life] 20:48

Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow u just don't belong
And no one understands u
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in you room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life