-- <Life's not that simple> --

about me

Name: --William--
Age: --16--
From: --Indonesia--
Job: --Student--

Mini-Bio
food --Sotong, chicken and many moreXD--
drink --Soda--
colour --Blue.. Black..--
game --FF series--
anime --.Hack!!--
manga --Lol.. er...--
book --Harry Potter??.. nice books--
author --None--

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Verdict's out?
Today's a tuesday.. tuesday usually sux a lot.. quite true.. i hate tuesdays.. anyway had pe early morning.. stupid divided into 2 teams to play rugby against 4/4.. and our team just sat at the benches till the last 5 mins.. play le oso more stupid.. stupid team duno how to pass 1.. geez got pp like ahem.. u noe who.. luckily ong and lau didnt come but lau gave so much maths things which took 1 1/2 hrs to finish.. end of day went home.. it rained.. like heaven is crying lolz.. lame.. anyway.. today the verdict sorta came out.. yeah.. the one i've been waiting for so long.. and the result.. erm.. well the girl told the boy he liked him a lil.. but she didnt wanna go into some serious relationship.. and oso she still couldnt forget some guy.. must be some very gd guy.. well boy asked girl whether he had any chance.. girl told boy not to hope too much.. and tt it was very slim.. boy asked whether it was bcoz of the other guy.. girl said tt she mayb could forget him soon but wanted to concentrate on her studies 1st.. boy din really noe what to do.. and asked whether she would accept him if her results had improved.. she said mayb.. and boy decided to wait.. till the girl had improved.. mayb a few months.. mayb 1 yr.. boy doesnt noe..meanwhile girl just wants boy to treat her like a fren for the time being.. boy is in too deep.. to ask him to do tt would be like asking him to move a mountain.. but he will wait.. wait.. nobody noes what the future holds.. whether girl will lose her feelings.. or things boy could nvr imagine.. boy knows he wouldnt coz boy doesnt really forget anything tt easily it takes much more and longer time than tt.. boy now feels so confused.. hesitating.. would the waiting be in vain yet again.. he really doesnt know.. and thinking of it just brings headaches to him.. but what else can he do but wait.. and pray tt fate isnt so cruel as to make him wait in vain.. emotions so strong he can no longer control.. will the feelings of the girl grow.. or diminish.. falter?.. no one noes.. boy can only hope.. hope.. the hope dangling on a string.. threatening to come off any moment.. boy nvr regretted liking the girl.. just regretted his inability of making the girl like him..

[Missing harmony in life] 23:28

Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow u just don't belong
And no one understands u
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in you room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life