-- <Life's not that simple> --

about me

Name: --William--
Age: --16--
From: --Indonesia--
Job: --Student--

Mini-Bio
food --Sotong, chicken and many moreXD--
drink --Soda--
colour --Blue.. Black..--
game --FF series--
anime --.Hack!!--
manga --Lol.. er...--
book --Harry Potter??.. nice books--
author --None--

Saturday, August 07, 2004

back.. after so long.. haha.. spent most of the time cooling down sia.. so stressed up lately.. i guess.. when u look at things from diff perspectives, things do change greatly.. one which mayb bad to u mayb gd to others.. take refuge in knowing tt and pursue not the relentless fact tt is too cruel to be said.. saw sr blog today.. and all the sad entries.. well.. ym said this.. i think i should let u noe.

"In relationships its never a "u reap wad u sow". Its not a simple maths equation in which u can balance everything. The affairs of the heart is a messy thing, complicated and almost unsolvable. No one noes wad will come out of it, just that if they expect to have even the smallest results, they have to give it all. Disappointments are to be expected, to be prepared for. Bcoz if you want to play the game of love, if you want to give it a try, you must be prepared for failure, prepared to lose."

True i guess.. sacrifices are needed along this path.. much.. and must be on both sides.. if one of them fails to do so or is not willing to.. then it'd not work.. it'd just crumble in the end.. Everybody has their own feelings after rejection.. u, me, everyone would have diff reactions.. some would just take it as a passing thing.. some would take it v badly and like break down..

liang ren ruo shi zhen xin xiang ai, you he xu zao zao mu mu..

the final feelings would be sealed inside the heart.. until it would dissolve along with the other blood plasmatic contents in the blood vessels.. how long it would take.. no one noes.. it might be a v long winter.. or spring might just be around the corner..

just as the chinese saying says.. yao zao chi tu ma, fei you bo le ye.. ni de bo le you zai he chu.. one special day, ur bo le.. will find u this chi tu ma.. and for this person who din manage to judge ur full potential.. then it's really his/her loss..

many tv series say xi huan yi ge ren bu yi ding yao gen ta zai yi qi, zi yao ta kuai le ni ye kuai le.. lol so sacrifical.. but at the end it's only 1 person and it will not work.. as stated earlier.. just one final sentence to all pp out there

"mo dai wu hua ze xu zhe.. cherish everything u have and treasure them when u still have it, don't wait till they disappear from ur very eyes tt u start to regret.."

[Missing harmony in life] 01:05

Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow u just don't belong
And no one understands u
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in you room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life