-- <Life's not that simple> --

about me

Name: --William--
Age: --16--
From: --Indonesia--
Job: --Student--

Mini-Bio
food --Sotong, chicken and many moreXD--
drink --Soda--
colour --Blue.. Black..--
game --FF series--
anime --.Hack!!--
manga --Lol.. er...--
book --Harry Potter??.. nice books--
author --None--

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Erm.. bad day for a lot of pp i noe..
Well, today started up real spooky.. my right eye twitched for the entire morning.. and i got toinh saying it was an ominous sign.. and then i got kped by stupid hairy lau for my hair and my maths test so many careless mistakes.. i was a lil afraid sth bad would happen back home.. but couldnt really call.. then it was pe.. raining so we had stretching exercises.. omg haha it was so funny i laughed till my whole stomach cramp.. it's like i suddenly forgot all my troubles.. pp are right laughter is the best medi haha.. then days went on like normal bah bah more boring shits.. till after school went to aaron's house to do chem project.. his ah gong.. waliew.. big jerk=S.. sry aaron.. but he really is kping us all the way walao eh sibei boesong him.. anyways.. went on home.. smsed pp along the way.. haiz.. she sounded so sad.. and like when i asked where all her lols had gone to.. she just said they went sleeping and wont be back for a while.. she wouldt even tell me why.. i really cant do anything more cant possibly probe would just irritate her more.. just would like to say a few words b4 i go.. to ahem.. u should noe who.. i admit.. i really got a lil worked up tt day but i wasnt really in a particularly gd mood.. and mayb i was wrong in just taking the chest liddat but.. even the guy besides me then said the chest didnt have ur name on it.. and.. even assholes who cheat would be angry if u kicked them continuously.. the other guy was already saying fk u and all those.. so it's not really completely my fault even though i was at fault a bit.. and to the other u noe who.. ok.. i admit i've nvr really tried to put myself in ur shoes b4.. mayb things are unfair to u and i've been saying unfair things all from my perspectives.. but really if u got something to say.. i need u to say it out.. i am not u.. i duno how u think really.. i would want to but it's not possible.. and for tt day's incident i am utterly sry.. and now u like not laughing at all(in the virtual world tt is).. and like so sad.. i feel v sad too.. no matter u believe it or not.. i rily want to make it up to u.. and hope things can go back to the way they were.. will u just give me this chance.. this one last chance.. and for tt i need u to be like the last time u too.. the one who will talk to me.. listen to me crap etc.. pp say some changes are irreversible.. but with determination.. i think those can be changed to reversible changes.. so pls.. one FINAL time.. and then.. erm my online friend like sort of had a lot of probs with her bf.. and she is sorta v confused.. duno whether she can c this.. but.. dun worry anymore.. if he duno how to appreciate u.. there is no point holding on to ur quarrels and patching ups.. and dont need to cry for him.. coz he's not worth it.. since he doesnt noe how to treasure u.. u can always find a guy beta than him.. and.. i'll be here for u to confide in anytime as promised..

[Missing harmony in life] 00:11

Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow u just don't belong
And no one understands u
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in you room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one there to save u
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life